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8/29/09 09:24 pm

Check out my new band, Pella Suzuki! It's shoegaze in the vein of Slowdive and Lush. I'm working on a few songs this week, so by next week full songs WILL be up hopefully.

Pella Suzuki

In other news, things are good. Could use a few more good friends and a lot more conversation, but I can't really complain about where I'm at right now. I need to find a job, as I quit my old one. Let's see how that goes.

8/11/09 01:15 am

The past few weeks have been nothing short of amazing. Walking back in step with Christ is the best thing that ever has happened to me. This time, it's genuine, it's real, and I don't ever want to turn back. I've seen things that I'd never think would be possible happen so naturally that it's almost hard to detect. I've found a community of people that challenge me in ways I've always wanted to be challenged. Christ Fellowship is my home, and it feels so good to say that after years of feeling left out in the cold. I want nothing more than to live in the word of God. Parties, weed, trying to be the smartest person in the room, living life the way I want, all that shit didn't do anything for me but leave me unfulfilled and hateful. I'm so glad I've found something that gives back even when I don't feel I deserve it. I know some of you probably think I'm full of shit, but I don't care. I finally see things as clearly as I've always wanted to, and I'm more than grateful. The best part is I didn't really do anything but let God work things out for me. It's worked out marvelously.

In other news, I felt really terrible today. Getting used to the odd things that the meds do is a little harder than it looks. My typing and thoughts has been quite erratic and sometimes I feel like the meds are making me dumber. They also wear me out quite easily and give me headache sometimes. But I know they're working as well. Plus, not being able to feel truly sad is really weird. I'm glad I can't live in sadness like I used to, though. And I feel a whole lot better. Read a bit and the things I read really gave me some insight and clarity. I even wrote a poem!
I'll spare you the reading unless you want to.

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So, long neglected livejournal, I just wanted to tell you how well I'm doing. I hope you're well, too.

2/24/09 05:40 pm - Current music obsession as of late


Who would have thought I'd be so into viking metal? All I've been listening to lately for the most part are Hammerheart, Blood Fire Death, Bathory, and The Return.

That's all. I'm back on american soil on Monday.

2/19/09 12:24 am - A firestorm to purify.

Jose Guerrero. Nabiha Khan. Justin Giraldez. Jillian Marie Graham. Sarah Sherman. Andrew McLees. Jordan Thompson. Jennifer Leyva.

The only people I've seen around and the only people that seem to care.

Everyone else, I'd like to see and I'd like to talk to. If you're not down for that, then there's the door. Especially if you're ducking me on purpose.

I'm back in two weeks. My car is fixed, and I'll travel miles to be your friend.

1/23/09 06:50 pm

February 28th, Mizner Park Amphitheater.

Who's coming with me?
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